English Proposal

Ha-ha-ha (consecutive ha's)

Ooo-kay! Time for some itsy-bitsy fun during my English class.

Be warned!:-= This is a compilation of several itty-bitty laugh scenes which is not in chronological order.

"Look at my huge muscles," Alim, a rake-thin, bushy-eye-browed pre-adult said behind us (Abigail, me, Caryn).

I gasped loudly, and everyone sitting in the back row laughed, including my neighbours. Oh, yea. I don't think Alim laughed; didn't turn around to look >_>

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"So, if you had a chance to genetically manufacture your child, which gender would you choose?" Miss Daji, my english teacher said.

Miss Daji is a mix who speaks beautiful NZ English. Although rather short, her gaze can extend hundreds of miles away i.e. her Killer-Bulgy gaze (where her eyes widen so much, it feels like it's going to pop out and head straight towards you O.o). She's a fun person to be around, eventhough her tongue could sharpen a kitchen knife, yet become a butter tray and a wit so fast, straight and piercing that you wish you weren't her target.

Back to the question:
So, someone spoke up (I forgot his name) and said, "Boys."

"Why?" Miss D. asked.

"They're cheap."

Everyone burst out laughing. A-hahhaa.

boys are cheaper than girls!

Even so, my online friend disagree. Our convo:


Zach says:
Boys are difficult.
I know, because I am one. <_<
Me:
ahahha. Ohh, so how are you difficult?
Zach says:
Well, in general terms, boys eat more, they have higher insurance rates (both health and car), are more rebellious and violent. <_<
Zach says:
And more territorial.

:P

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"You proposed to him?!" Caryn, a fellow Malaysian exclaimed, surprised.

Karen said, "No! He did!" She poked at Jason, a Korean student, who was gaping in shock.

"No! She did!"

Who would you believe?

Unscientific Answers

To clear things up:

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, and your voice caught within your chest?

• It isn't Love, it's Like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?

• It isn't love, it's Lust

Are you proud and eager to show them off?

• Guess what it is

Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?

• It isn't Love, it's Pity

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?

• Then, it's Love

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?

• Then, it's Love

Do you accept their faults because they're part of who they are?

• Then, it's Love

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?

• Then, it's Love

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

• Then, it's Love

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?

• Then, it's Love

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

• Then, it's Love.

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Blessed Love

God loves you.

Believing more of Him, is taking the first step of a Christian Walk.

Even if you are not Christian, you'll be reminded of God's presence daily. Unconsciously so, we take His presence for granted. It's cool for being a free spirit, and not being tied down to any religion. Being a free soul reminds me of freedom of the mind. I felt special and proud that I'm not bound to any religion; I have the freedom to explore every kind of religions and felt no qualms of talking insentitively about it.

However, during worse times (traumatic experiences or just depressive moments), I usually turn to my friends for comfort. But when I need immediate comfort before I let harm come to me (cutting myself, when I was in M'sia), I felt spiritually empty. I do not know who to turn to, but thank god I did not proceed with the irrational act. The most recent example, was my sexual harrassment. After that unfortunate incident, I was also left spiritually empty.

It was wrecking me up inside.

Until I went to an Asian Christian Camp. I felt their genuinity, their sincerity, their generosity; giving without strings attached. Giving not just by materials, but with good advices, encouragement and friendship without judgment.

I was touched and felt truly blessed. I felt like I belong to Christianity.

And when I was annointed as a Christian during the camp, I felt a heavy load of paranoia, pressure and sadness were lifted off me. I felt loved and not being looked at critically.

Other Love:
Sibling love, parent-child relationship, love at first glance, feeling of love and platonic love (among friends).

Sibling Love

• Oddly enough, I wouldn't know how to comment, because I do not have any brothers or sisters. However, I know that, no matter how unkind your sibling or siblings are, they still care about your well-being in their strange way.

Parent-child relationship

• Parents wish their kids remain kids, instead of growing up into rebellious teenagers. We are deserving of our parents and we honour and respect them, taking care of them after they are in their wisest years. They love us unconditionally, and in turn, we could try to please them as often as possible (don't be too obedient, you have freedom to express).

Love at first glance

• This is one in a thousand. It is just a strong feeling, usually governed first by the attraction of physical features before we go into how charming they are, how adorable is their ear lobes, and how they make us smile all day long. Although, we might discover how demanding they are, how unreasonable and dreadful are their habits. Still, if both of you would want to make the relationship work, try putting in effort to include your significant other in your interests.

Feeling of love

• I meant the feeling of couple love. It usually evolves from being friends, blossoms into wonderful spurts and then taking it to a serious level. Marriage could be considered and some would prefer to live together first before taking the life-changing decision into action. As for me, I found someone I love, but I would want to rear a dog before having children. :P

Platonic relationship

• Could you still stay good friends without developing me feelings for your friend? I have witnessed a wonderful friendship here in NZ: Jesse and Halee. Jesse and Halee are so close that they give each other pecks, hugs in the public eye and yet they still manage to not date each other; Halee has a boyfriend now, although Jesse is still single. Their platonic love is so remarkable.

In my honest opinion, I don't think I can not develope feelings for a guy friend if he keeps hugging and kissing me on the cheek. The feelings do grow, but it all counts on you whether you could see if there is a future and if the other person shows signs that they're keen.

People use more body language when they're in love. That's why it's so damn confusing if they say 'nothing' but their body language clearly states that something is wrong. Unless we're reading it incorrectly. -.-''

Blessed be your love. @-*-----

What Is The Bible?

B.I.B.L.E. is the acronym for 'Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth' that has documented God's Perfect Words to us, His creation.

Something to think about.


All scripture is inspired by God and its profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness, that the man or woman of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work. (2 Tim 3:16-17)


Why Read the Bible?
By reading it, we get directions in our lives. We renew our mind by readin the Bible.

"And don't be conformed to this world's thinking, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, then you can prove what is good, acceptable and pefect will of God." (Romans, 12:2)

This way you will know what God really wants you to have in life. It also gives you more faith to live the Christian walk.



"So then faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God." (Romans, 10:17)

Updates for M'sia

Okay, trials are coming. I gotta finish my Economic and Music research. This Wed (16th Aug), I have 2 tests: English (film review) and Math (Geometry and Graphs). Aaaargh. Funny though, the 'aaargh' was just a median of expressing my discontent; another part of me wasn't feeling too nervous yet.

And hoot! for 17th Aug! Free tickets to the Auckland Philharmonia Orchestra, featuring the music of Shostakovich - his 1st Piano Concerto and 7th Symphony. AND! my dad bought 4 tickets to Cirque Rocks from his friend for only $90; the maximum price is $160. It's on the 25th of Aug! YAYAYAYAY!

Don't Fool with Flu

Don't fool with flu. Don't you love that sentence? Reminds me of a catchy phrase in an advertisement.

Being in NZ for at 3 months has changed my perception on caucasians.

First of all, I don't feel the inkling to 'worship' them. I sometimes tend to think that they're above other races, which is rather silly. Second, I tend to associate them with the word 'beautiful'. Think Nicole Kidman. :P

And lastly, they speak very well, although this is more towards individual assessment.

Most of my caucasian friends speak French and English. Now, I find them as my friends, not someone to put on an alter to worship. I pray to God and Jesus, not the european race. (Must be the media that made me thnk that 'white' is the 'epitome of the world's popularity'.

Sorry, I'm just not in the mood to write a long entry.

I'm still sick, bogged down by the wrench illness.

Oh, yeah. I have to think of ideas for the story-writing competition.

Gaaah! I kept typing 'have' as 'ahve'.... a sign for me to rest my brain.